Guild Re App and Apology/Explanation.

[Koar1]

Hey all its me,
Im writing this because basically, I want back in the guild again.
Im not exactly sure what happened the other night, except for the fact that I was extremely drunk and I know ive been under a lot of stress recently. Somewhere along the lines a screw went loose while I was playing World of Warcraft.

I know I wrote a bullshit post and Gquit and signed off and passed out. In any case im not pissed at anyone really and I still think the game is fun, and I consider a lot of you to be good friends, weve been guilded together for quite a while now.
So if I can get some love and forgiveness that would be great, if not then I understand.

Koar

[Khamii]

Two words:

Burned Bridges

More words:
Being drunk is no excuse for your actions. In addition, alcohol lowers your inhibitions and restraints and will make you speak more freely. Deny it or not, you obviously felt that way about the people you mentioned to a degree. Those specifics wouldn't just be made up to vent. Regardless of how upset you were at the time or how drunk you claimed to be, you still should have been able to refrain from all of that insanity and simply logged off to return with a cooler head. The way I see it, you just expressed how you really felt about KKW with a little liquid courage in your veins and showed you are susceptible to act irrationally without regard to consequence.

[Melacath]

What you should be doing is going to AA meetings if your saying shit like that when your wasted. Every interaction I've had with you has creeped me out which is why I have you muted on my vent. Seriously dude, you should get some help because you seem to be wasted about 90% of the time your in game.

[Amilee]

You really should be spending more time getting your life on track and less time playing WoW. It's obvious that we all care about you and for your sake, I think it's best if you take a break from the game. Perhaps making that post was the best for all of us. We know that you probably didn't mean some of the things you said, at least not to that extent. Your apology will be excepted and I hope that you find the help you need. Please keep in contact and let us know how you're doing. Perhaps in time things will change as you hopefully seek help for your obvious drinking problems.

Best of luck Koar, and please please keep in touch and stop drinking to the point where you lose all inhibitions and say harsh things that cause friendships that have been around for the last year to tarnish.
Much love and best wishes.

[Koar1]

Ive taken to heart and thought about your posts for a while now. Meaning Melacath and Amilee since you are the only two who posted on my thread.

Anyway here is my response:

First off, you said Burned Bridges, well Rekki has left the guild numerous times for stupid reasons, and was allowed back in, Id have to say its been about 8 times for her. Second, you mentioned Liquid Courage. Ive always been the kind of person who would say anything to anyones face, in the whole year and a half we've all been guilded, beer or no beer, and those of you who have been guilded with me that long know that.
Third, I can understand your reasoning in mentioning that I need to seek counseling.. or AA, this is just because when I play world of warcraft, usually ill have a beer also, it makes the game more fun for me, and there have been times when I've been a little too drunk while playing
but there have been plenty of times where other members have also, Krunch, Grai, Meowei, Spine, yes even you Latroc.

The reason I said shit about Novo and Samadums is because ever since you both hit 70, to me it feels like your stuck up and too good to help anyone with anything, and when that Arcane Brilliance 2 book dropped and I asked Science where to send it he said the bank, but then you spoke up Sam and I sent it right, cause thats what I do.(btw Science did say to send it to Sam after Sam spoke up) And as long as ive been in the guild I have always made an effort to help people whenever needed, even when it had nothing for me in return, and I did this because that is what I feel a guildie should do.

As far as Moonbiter, you just talk too much shit on vent or in guild chat, I just get the basic idea that youve never liked me from the start, and the feeling is mutual. As far as the guild, telling me this is how I felt about KKW? Ive been one of your most loyal members from the beginning, since Atrum Conventus, since we started, through every raid, when we were learning shit I was there, when we were downing shit, I was there. Ive only missed one boss kill pre BC and that was Loatheb. I didnt make 70 right off the bat because I was leveling a paladin and working a lot of hours.

In any case for me to make a mistake and ask back in and get this kind of reply from both of you is bullshit. And have all of the officers and guild agreed on this even?

And Melacath, every time ive talked to you I always thought you were cool.
Anyway thats my final piece, take it as you will.

Ive been playing my paladin on my old server recently, and I will still play Koar regardless. I still want back in the guild but Im seeing that probably wont happen. If this is it then this is it, otherwise message me in game when im around.

Koar

[Spine]

I'm The Slime


I am gross and perverted
Im obsessed n deranged
I have existed for years
But very little had changed
I am the tool of the government
And industry too
For I am destined to rule
And regulate you

I may be vile and pernicious
But you cant look away
I make you think Im delicious
With the stuff that I say
I am the best you can get
Have you guessed me yet?
I am the slime oozin out
From your tv set

You will obey me while I lead you
And eat the garbage that I feed you
Until the day that we dont need you
Dont got for help...no one will heed you
Your mind is totally controlled
It has been stuffed into my mold
And you will do as you are told
Until the rights to you are sold

Thats right, folks..
Dont touch that dial

Well, I am the slime from your video
Oozin along on your livinroom floor

I am the slime from your video
Cant stop the slime, people, lookit me go

[Koar1]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-tP4LIj9QHM

[Moonbiter]

<deleted stuff for fuck it this is already retarded enough and this was a mistake for you, so it probably is already shitty enough>

If you don't like me, use the ignore function, thats what its there for.

P.S. FYI, I dont hate you, or anyone else in the guild. I may think you arent the sharpest knife in the drawer, but that doesnt mean you aren't a person worthy of respect. I'm sure other people have the same feelings about me, but that doesn't mean they have to hate me, or that I have to hate them. Life isn't binary. Lrn2Society.

[Samadams]

I wasn't here, so I have no idea what went down but it response to you Koar, I'm sorry if I haven't helped you out with stuff lately. I mean I have gone on runs people didn't need, helped with quests and whatnot, and the times you asked me was probably just a bad time. I remember numerous times when Ehala and I were busy farming rep in Shadowmoon, and we dropped what we were doing to help guildmates finish group quests there. I have no problem with helping people out and it was probably just bad timing when you needed my help.

[Amilee]

Second, you mentioned Liquid Courage. Ive always been the kind of person who would say anything to anyones face, in the whole year and a half we've all been guilded, beer or no beer, and those of you who have been guilded with me that long know that.
Third, I can understand your reasoning in mentioning that I need to seek counseling.. or AA, this is just because when I play world of warcraft, usually ill have a beer also, it makes the game more fun for me, and there have been times when I've been a little too drunk while playing
but there have been plenty of times where other members have also, Krunch, Grai, Meowei, Spine, yes even you Latroc.


I know you like to drink when playing WoW, but to us you're not just socially drinking, you're drunk and saying out of control things that rarely if ever make sence. I know other people have been drunk playing the game. I, personally have been wasted in vent. The difference is that when you get drunk, like I already said, no one can understand you and it's slightly scary to hear you talk about violence and wars and getting in fights and killing people. When I get drunk I talk about Otay's ass and making out with Flavie or Tiv or something. In short, you scare people when you drink. You're a different person and not in a good way.


As far as the guild, telling me this is how I felt about KKW? Ive been one of your most loyal members from the beginning, since Atrum Conventus, since we started, through every raid, when we were learning shit I was there, when we were downing shit, I was there. Ive only missed one boss kill pre BC and that was Loatheb. I didnt make 70 right off the bat because I was leveling a paladin and working a lot of hours.


No one cares when you hit 70, that's not a factor here, just wanted to make that clear. :) I have no idea really how others feel about it, but I haven't had one person come to me asking for you to be reinvited. I haven't seen positive replies in this thread and certainly not in your last thread. Every time someone has been reinvited to the guild it's been by popular demand more or less. Also, just to make this clear, this post is my feelings. Not as an officer, not Latroc/Ami's feelings, but MINE. I just wanted to reply to some of the things you said and hopefully clear some things up. :-\

[Grai]

As he's said his final piece, and people have had a chance to respond, this thread is over.

[Flavie]

When I get drunk I talk about Otay's ass and making out with Flavie or Tiv or something. In short, you scare people when you drink. You're a different person and not in a good way.



Wait what? you were drunk???? /cry my heart is crushed